Well. Its been long since i last posted... Maybe becos i havent been emo at all? When i say emo, i dun show others i am emo. When im pissed im pissed. Alright over the past few days...Some stuffs i remembered that i wanna pen down here yea...
In class Junlong and i was quarelling! Yea well we have been frens for 4 years..i dun really know the condition of our frenship now but we are frens lol. That day somewhere last week, he shot me with a rubber band and it hit my mouth. Ah the rash me. At least i gave the english teacher face by not whacking him on the spot and only waited til the lesson ended then i threw my pencil box at him hard haha. But i shouldnt have lar. Its like an accident...I was too rash..sry...
Ah then we talk about table tennis. C div got into finals and B div got into 3rd and 4th. Dont blame me for discriminating here but how come the finals are with 2 schs that has no china players? Haha just joking. Well done guys. Im glad to be chs pei lian =) .
I dunno why but. I had been training so hard. So hard that i train everyday. School training mon,wed,fri is 3:30-6:30 . Tues and thurs is 6:45AM-8:15AM. Saturday i train at sunsports. Friday i train with li hang. Occasionally after sch on tues and thurs i go to Temasek junior college training to train with Hoi shek zhen ting and the rest. but why isit that i always compete, i always lose? I dun seem to see any improvement at all? Why isit that im fighting so hard for? Its just for dsa and competitions. But they are like around the corner and im not even improving when im putting in so much effort in training. Im no where. I dun do well in exams. I get distracted by the thoughts of table tennis whenever the lesson starts to get a bit boring. In table tennis i just cannot find ways to defeat my opponents like the past. Im SO NOT CLEAR HEADED NOW. WHY?
Maybe im just too pressurized. Many ppl have been encouraging me. And a gd share of ppl have been discouraging me. Yes i bench for chs. So? I dun necessarily lose out to the singles in my sch. Thats WHAT U DUN KNOW.
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Quek Wu Hong
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